There hasn't been a single day that I don't feel utterly alone.
All the spaces are crammed, yet I linger in this continuum of one.
It seems like all that I've done so far is void of purpose
And I don't even know why I bother since all my feelings are long gone.
I'm all by myself.
I don't think I want to be near anyone else.
I don't know what to say to all of you.
Maybe things should be this way.
Never wanted to do this mess.
Never thought it'd be for the best.
And it's time to start all over again.
I want to feel warm again
And I just have myself to blame.
There hasn't been a single day that I don't think of it all over again.
All the spaces are empty, yet I linger searching for someone.
It seems that all that I've done so far has just one purpose
Since all my feelings are about you.
I want to feel warm again with you.
There hasn't been a day that I don't want to spend with you.
Track Name: Shifting Daylight
Keep walking even with the weight of the world on my shoulders
Keep pushing even knowing I'm wasting away.
I wish I could sleep without this difficulty in breathing
Everything I love looks farther away with each day.
I wish we could just be aware
Of the moments when we are living the fullest
And cherish the most
Instead of looking behind in sorrow
And there's always this knot on my throat
That makes me feel so small
I just want to know I'm not messing this up.
Stop doubting every action on the way.
What's the point of living like there's no tomorrow?
The sunrise is what makes me go on
Desire is just as pure as your heart
And I know I can believe in mine
Track Name: Gatekeeper
Nowhere left to hide
All this words we traded
All those moments shared
Tastes now like paper cut
It's so frustrating
Not being able to cry
I always hold it down
Feels like I'm going to tear in two
Why can't we start it over?
Why can't we feel like we felt at the start?
Nowhere left to hide
From this unending night
I got it all locked up
My deepest dreams
My highest regrets
The moments we had
I want it all to end
I want to be free
Can you set me free?
Track Name: Farewells In Arrivals
I was giving everything in me just for myself.
And every time I stepped out of the way to romanticise reality
the walls crumbled around me.
Now the wounds won't close.
And my eyes are heavy.
I wish I could feel happiness.
Just once more.
And I am really trying to figure this out.
Because I need to make peace with my mind.
I want to keep this simple now.
Perhaps I should have been more sincere.
Even if it would be more hurtful.
Mistakes will be mistakes.
Doesn't matter if moved by passion or ego.
The clarity after the fall is the impulse that makes me stand back up.